As I begin my fifth week of project and fourth week of work, I want to give you all an update (since I've been somewhat slacking with this whole blogging thing). So there was about six days of intense job hunting and uncertainty about where I would end up working. As we were hunting, many people were hired by McDonald's, Dunkin' Donuts, and some other local places. As I saw my peers finding success, it was easy to get discouraged and try to take the control into my own hands. I filled out so many applications- I'm sure I could have done it in my sleep.
I then moved into a waiting period, anxiously hoping for a call from a coffee shop or retail store. I wanted to work somewhere that, in my mind, would be comfortable or beneficial to work, but then one day it became clear to me that God had a different plan. A friend of mine from project got a call from a motel about a housekeeping job and the place had two positions to fill and wanted people for training.
My gut reaction to this was, "I don't even clean my own room/bathroom, why would I EVER decide to clean up after other people for ten weeks?!" But much to my dismay, I felt the Lord nudge me to go in for training the next day. I did so..and I hated it! But I knew in my heart this was the job I was to take. So what did I do next? Following in the footsteps of Jonah, I tried to run the other way, but that night I felt the Lord nudge me again to take the job. I had an unsettled feeling and kept hearing that He wanted me to think of myself less and go to a place that may otherwise be unreached. He also showed me that through those times that the job was difficult, that in my weakness he wanted to be my strength. I obediently called the place the next day and accepted the job.
I have been working in housekeeping at Harris Sea Ranch Motel for the past three weeks and I am so glad I listened to the Lord. He has been teaching me so much about dependence on Him especially in the midst of tasks where I have to place myself after others. At a job where I had anticipated working by myself, it has been encouraging to be able to begin developing relationships with my coworkers and I am excited to see how the Lord will work through these relationships.